its been a long time.

hows it goin xanga? i've missed you.

i'm thinking that you have experienced a WHOLE LOT of life since last time we talked, and i've missed it all... some kind of friend i've been. i'm terribly sorry.

i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

i'll be back soon so we can catch up some more. much love,

rachel

i'm so freaking in love. it's pretty cool.
the amazing thing is that i look back to previous xanga posts, and i realize that i have felt like this since i joined xanga. i'm almost done with my first year of college and i've learned a lot of stuff...more than most of high school all together. but if i had to decide on one thing that will be of the most value during my lifetime, it would be this. don't you dare make decisions because everyone else wants you to. you should never live to please any one person on this earth. if you try to, you will always be letting someone down. Do what God wants. You might let God down sometimes. In fact, you probably will.  But God is the only perfect person, therefore, He is the only one worthy of expecting perfection from us.